kind of unrelated to the mommy topic but... I don't know what's wrong with me. When I'm left in the house by myself. I'm instantly scared, more paranoid than anything. I keep feeling like something bad is going to happen. I stay in one space I keep the lights on and I stay up all night until my boyfriend gets home. I can't keep doing this to myself I have a baby now. I need to be strong. I think I have anxiety or some kind of paranoia. What should I do? Any advice?