i need to vent before i go off.....you wanna talk down on me about not cookin for my husband every…

i need to vent before i go off.....you wanna talk down on me about not cookin for my husband every damn night. well guess what even when i do cook he only eats a little then tells me i shouldnt worry about it cuz i need to rest and it ends up gettin wasted. and you wanna tell me to clean your house while you sit on your ass feedin your face and sleepin all day. you lost my respect and you ruined the whole father daughter relationship long ago when you blamed me for your suicide attempt, came home and beat me every night when i was just a kid, drank yourself stupid, and the cherry on top got arrested/house arrest/and felony probation. you cant even be part of your grandkids life and no one wants anything to do with you. sorry i have never been able to be up to your standards for me while your standards for yourself is non existent you pathetic excuse for a so called father!! i will never make my daughter feel as low and useless as you make me feel and she will not know what living in fear of her dad is for as long as i live! she will not know what it is to have a childhood like mine because unlike you i will always be there for her unlike you!