Having a meltdown... My husband just called me to tell me childcare on base came through for march…

Having a meltdown... My husband just called me to tell me childcare on base came through for march 1st, in which my baby will be 8 weeks old. I'm just having an extremely hard time with sending my 8 week old baby to daycare for roughly 45 hours a week. Not only that, I work 30 minutes the opposite way of base. I don't want a stranger watching my baby full time... My baby isn't even on a schedule yet, and I'm supposed To go back to work in two weeks?! I just can't do it and don't know what to do....