Ok so my nipples are being weird asf!!! I just got out of the shower and the bigger breast, the area around the nipple was huge and the nipple was a little hard and the smaller breast, the are around the nipple was normal and kinda sad looking. What's going on!!! This isn't normal and I just noticed it

This bruise randomly appeared on my breast today. Is that normal?
wanted to breast feed and it's just not working out.
I don't have the nipples for it.
I feel like a terrible mom:(
I'm just curious as to what everyone's cycle length is. Mine is 36 days, which I've read is normal and not normal. It comes within seven days (early or late) but it is always around the same time my period tracker predicts it. I just want to know if this is normal or not and see what everyone else's is. 😊

TMI Question! When I was drying off, I noticed a water like substance of my nipple. I lightly squeezed my breast just to see if it was actually coming out of my breast or if it was just a water spot. Its slightly sticky, and It's hard to see in the picture, but it's mostly clear with a slight yellowish tint to it! What could this be? Also my breasts do feel heavier than normal and my nipple are extremely sensitive but not the rest of my breast.