today has been incredibly hard. the blood clot. seeing hematology and getting another blood…
today has been incredibly hard. the blood clot. seeing hematology and getting another blood diagnosis. my kid had a nasty meltdown and kicked me in the face resulting in a lovely bruise. struggling to sleep because I can't breathe....my husband called and I cried. I'm doing this alone. I despise doctors, I despise needles, I'm dealing with my daughter's autism alone....I'm starting to worry about my son's safety because she's aggressive and doesn't understand...one good day...that's all I ask. just one day without a surprise diagnosis or a meltdown from Kayloni. one day without kai causing pain....
Desirae·
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
omg I feel your pain I just found out my son has autism and the break downs ND shut downs are bad I've been telling them since he was six months old and they just told me now yes like a mother knows and it's so hard my I'm pregnant and have a 11 month old he's can't play with cause he's to aggressive and we're pregnant
Julia·
Мама сына (2 года), беременна (27 нед.)
@desirae21, they say it gets better after the baby is born, but I still worry. she's mean to me. and recently took up biting again. she bit a nurse at the er on Friday, bit my mom today and bit me twice as well as kicked me. and the meltdowns over the simplest things....I was so overwhelmed today. my daughter hates clothes and I had to fight her to get dressed while my mom stood by and watched as she kicked and cried and screamed and I struggled to breathe.
missy·
mine has multiple personality disorder. so I don't know your exact pain but know the concern. my son will hurt anyone watch a video of it and swear he didn't do a thing. he's 14 will be 15 this year and some days I can't believe I'm doing this again. my 12 year old is showing signs of the same problems. my husband is a trucker so rarely home. and some days I just cry. I don't want to be hurt or hurt them but I need to maintain control. with all the appts for him it's hard to get seen and I'm high risk. all I can say is your not alone.
Desirae·
Мама двоих (младенец), ждёт третьего
my son hated me while pregnant with my second son as first he hated him he didn't want anything to do with the baby he's completely act like he wasn't there or he would throw things at him ! so I had to kept him separate after 4 or 5 months then he started to accept him we just let him go to the baby on his own watched of course but he got used to him but recently hasn't wanted him in his face he can play along side but not with trust me same here any little tiny thing it's a melt down its like terrible twos mixed with autism so I've cried this past week but with my pregnancy this time he's been attached to my belly he want to be all on me but still won't want me to touch him he social is very bad no eye contact I'm sorry it's really hard I wish you the best hopefully she'll adjust @kayloniandkaismommy