I'm just so MAD today.. so freaking frustrated... I'm mad because I've been sick these past two days…

I'm just so MAD today.. so freaking frustrated... I'm mad because I've been sick these past two days and had to miss work which means my check will be short.... I'm mad that I only make $7.25 an hour for such an extremely hard and stressful job... mad because it seems like no matter how hard we try we are STILL behind. While we are slowly getting things for Raine, I'm mad that I cant afford to buy everything for her at once... Mad because I hate this house and this town but we of course don't have the money or credit right now to move, and it terrifies me thinking my daughter might have to grow up here.. Mad because I feel like our house still looks like a bachelor pad and we don't have the money to make this look like or even feel like "home". Mad because my fiance works his ass off everyday and even though he gets a raise in June, he is getting the exact same amount as the guys who sit on their ass and complain all day... it's not fair... Mad because it seems like even though he works hard and busts his ass everyday, they have no desire to let him work his way up in the company. And mad because everyone else is having their babies and I still have to wait until May to meet my baby girl. but I'm so scared I won't be good enough for her...