I am so afraid of rushing my pregnancy at the last minute. I've had two friends who both were doing things to speed along the process and they both went into labor a week early and neither baby survived. I love muy baby so much and I couldn't imagine going through all this to only lose him.
It's scary. I almost lost my girls during labor. I ended up in an emergency c-section to keep them. And I feared the whole time I would lose them. Hearing their cries brought me so much joy. And now even every time they are sleeping and have been quiet, I have to check on them.
It seems like the worrying never goes away. I guess it's just the worries of a mother.