So idk if it's the weather, or hormones or what, but I just had a major melt down looking at pictures of me and my…

So idk if it's the weather, or hormones or what, but I just had a major melt down looking at pictures of me and my boyfriend from the last few years. We used to do so much from vacations, to day trips, to just going out and having fun. Now I feel like life consists of Drs appointments, work, and me wanting to be in bed. I just don't feel like me anymore. I know it sounds silly but it all just hit me at once. I just want to feel like me again.