I hate making decisions I thought once I became a mother that it'd become easier but it has became…

I hate making decisions I thought once I became a mother that it'd become easier but it has became more difficult. My friend wants to make a girls day and kids day and go to animal kingdom since she works at Disney she has free passes but the catch is I gotta watch her 3 year old from 2:45 until 11pm Friday night plus I have a one year old and her kid is bad and doesn't.listen to well so I keep putting off telling her if I'm going and if I'm gonna watch her. ugh and they are staying the night Friday night so we can leave early Saturday cause I live closer to Disney. ugh I hate decisions