Two things first is a question second is a thought kind of.... Question: Is it wrong of me to try so…

Two things first is a question second is a thought kind of....

Question: Is it wrong of me to try so hard to save my family? David and I know we have problems that need worked on and we are trying to work on them. He has some issues he has to deal with for himself first and I have some of my own issues I need to work on then we have our relationship issues we both have to work on together. The other day I never thought it would lead to were it did. Every 13th of the month me and celebrate our anniversary weather we are together or not because its the day our lives changed for forever. The 13th of this month it was so bad I actually kicked him out. No it wasn't easy and no I wish it never happened. He came over on valentines day so we could talk since we had some time to calm down and relax and rethink the situation and weather it was something worth arguing over or not. He ended up spending the night because of two reasons 1) I and my glucose test today and he comes with me to everything having to do with our daughter even if it means blood work. and 2) because he didn't want me to be stressed out and knew how emotional I got the night before when he took everything of his and left. I'm trying my damned near hardest to make our family work and I truly think it will we just needed a reality check that fighting isn't what we want baby K around and that I wasn't going to put myself into the situation and risking that happening. He is staying again tonight because I have an appointment tomorrow with my ob and he is going.

Thought: I honestly can't remember what my thought was. It just slipped my mind. Pregnancy brain is in full effect tonight.