one thing about me, I don't cry often, and have a mental block to where sometimes I can't at all no…

one thing about me, I don't cry often, and have a mental block to where sometimes I can't at all no matter how much I want to. Yesterday was one of those days. My roommate kept unintentionally rubbing it in my face that she was getting a Valentine's date and I wasn't. She spent $80 bucks, taking all the money I had asked to not be touched so I could get an outfit for LO after we find out the gender Thursday. I got so upset, even when they gave me the leftovers to make it up. I locked myself in my room. SO followed me and finally got me to talk about it and everything else. He actually got me to bawl out my anger and pain, in his arms. There are maybe 2 people who have ever seen me all out cry. And I always feel weird around them. But not with him. I actually felt better for him being there.