I have a problem when I get emotional breakdown & hit depression really quick. Last night I was…

I have a problem when I get emotional breakdown & hit depression really quick. Last night I was talking to my fiancé & out of nowhere I started crying because everything that I hoped for isnt going to plan. I just wish I can get a stable job & be able to earn my own money, go to school & a loving household. My life is good, but my setuation isnt. . .I just want a good job to be able to help my fiancé financially around the house when we get married & especially when he get's deployed. I dont want to be stuck in the house all day!