My husband is so selfish.. He gets mad because I cant have proper sex I get pain when I have sex,…

My husband is so selfish.. He gets mad because I cant have proper sex I get pain when I have sex, but the reality is he doesnt see that he has a fucking toy that replicates a vagina that I left him get because I cant do it so at least he can still get pleasure and an orgasm and release. I cant! I have to wait! Im frustrated Im emotionally distraught and have no way of release. So again, Tell me how horrible it is to not have sex honey!