I just had a breakdown...Cried my eyes out and its hard to stop. I don't know why all of these…

I just had a breakdown...Cried my eyes out and its hard to stop. I don't know why all of these things are happening but its so stressful. I know that God won't give me more than I can handle, but this is pretty much borderline. I was just reading about all of the extra work that goes into pumping for a preemie , and I know that is the route I am going to take, but I am so stressed over everything. 😢