had a nice long nap today and now I'm up with back pains out of this world ! ugh , my life 😒 a few more weeks . on the plus side , my babygirl is sound asleep right now so I'm not getting kicked left and right ! ❤

Is this a line??? Could this be my rainbow? Oh my goodness, I'm crying right now. AF isn't due until Friday so it's super faint. ☺️
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Ladies I'm at a 4, doctor is gonna come in and break my water soon. I'm on an IV right now and got poticin.

My MIL hasn't been here at all my whole pregnancy, but now that I'm close to giving birth she wants to demand to be there. Yeah right. I think I'm asking pretty freaking nice to respect my decision. I'm in my right, aren't I?
I'm having contractions but can't feel them right now.