Having some serious self esteem issues right now.. I don't feel pregnant I just feel fat.. I am…

least yours wants sex!

I'm sorry I agree. at least you get sex. I can be naked in front of mine and there's always some excuse why not.

That's how he was when I first got pregnant and then he changed all of the sudden when I was like 15 weeks

I went through the same thing when I was pregnant with my twins. I was getting stretch marks and I was terrified about what my post baby body would look like. Then I lost my sweet boys at 20 weeks. And I know this sounds crazy but now I love my stretch marks! Now that I don't have any babies to distract me from my body I'm so happy I have these stretch marks to remind me that Jace and Isaiah were once inside of me. If I could go back and restart my pregnancy knowing I would go through a stillbirth I would still do it. My boys were PERFECT and I don't regret carrying them and I would do it again. I am so grateful for getting to experience having them inside of me and getting to birth two beautiful babies. Remember that you are carrying a life and always be grateful! Once your baby comes I promise your body won't matter for a while. You won't even think about it. Your new baby will be so perfect and your heart will be so full you'll almost feel foolish for even worrying. I got to about the size of a full term singleton and I'm already back down to my pre baby size at 4 weeks postpartum. Don't worry yourself, mama!

That just made me feel so sad for you but made me feel so happy for my son safe inside me.. I'm so sorry for your loss

I agree with @m.bullock. Once u have ur baby. U will wear those stretch marks like a crown I hated mine while pregnant but now I look at my son and think how amazing it was that I created him. And these stretch marks are proof. And if it really makes ur feel bad try vitamin E oil and coco butter lotion they are a lot cheaper then miderma and just as efficient and after baby try biotin it will help keep ur hair and skin nice