I just watched a cesarean surgery on youtube. What the hell was I thinking? Now I understand what…

omg I can't I had a csection and I can not watch any videos! I rather not know how its done!!! @jennatess

I read my full medical record and the details in it about my c section just about made me wanna hurl. 😲

@neni0424, you definitely don't want to know

@neni0424, I've watched deliveries at home, births medicated and un-medicated. And now a c-section. Omg. Don't watch it! It's a thousand time scarier than the regular deliveries. 😷

@kimberlyyyy, I have no idea what I was thinking 😲

trust me ladies I'm not😯 people tell me I should so I can know how's it dome but nooo, I'm scared @kimberlyyyy @jennatess

I will say I preferred my emergency c section over my induction/ vaginal birth though.

@neni0424, 🙈🙈🙈🙈

@kimberlyyyy, yeah, that pitocin is no joke.