It doesn't help that my 4 year old refuses to listen to anything I say

Im bipolar so it hits me at anytime Im only 23 weeks and I already have postpartum depression they want to start me on pills but I hate it she my 6th baby and I had postpartum depression very bad for the others

I get upset alot but I feel like I'm drowning in depression.

I've been bipolar all my life so I've been super depressed this pregnancy