I'm so sorry love. It's a pain that's so unbearable at times. Cry as much and as often as you need. Take your time to heal. The pain never goes away entirely but it does get easier. I'm so sorry π
I'm sorry :( it's the worst feeling, I know. I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks last February :( all I got was one sonogram, actually I got my sonogram done February 12th last year, and then I found out my baby had a weak heart. I lost it two weeks later. Hardest thing to go through but I promise it will get easier. Take some time and don't be scared to talk about your baby. It helped me so much when I acknowledged the baby I lost instead of keeping it to myself. I'm here if you need to talk β€οΈ