I was always excited when I was less further along. I couldn't feel baby and I always looked further to hearing the heartbeat and seeing an ultrasound and knowing everything was ok!! Now I'm like.. Do I really need to come in? If you give me a Doppler I'll text you her heart rate and I'll check my blood pressure and send You my weight. Happy? Lol.

just feel so pointless to go lol like we plan it like its the most important thing in the world and then I go and I'm only in for like 15 mins. its like a waste of my precious nap time lol

ugh I dread them...