Can I say that I'm exhausted and might be depressed. Tried to allow my mom see her granddaughter and all I get is complain here and complain there complaining about this and complaining about that. It's like you had two kids and you did what you wanted with us leave me the hell alone about how I do things with my daughter. Like she complains about pacifiers and cloth diapers. I give my daughter a paci when she's fussy or tired and she usually spits it out when she doesn't want it anymore. I don't know how to use cloth diapers and she never showed me how to use them but bought me everything to use cloth diapers and even searching videos I was still confused so I don't use them but she started to complain about it and showed me and I kind of know how to do it. I'm learning everything one step at a time and I'm not fast enough to her liking. Ugh I feel horrible that I'm moving so slow because of my c-section but to hear her complain about everything I'm trying to learn and do makes me feel worse.