am i a bad person becuase i feel like im trapped or stuck...like my bf can get up and leave with his…

am i a bad person becuase i feel like im trapped or stuck...like my bf can get up and leave with his friends whenever, but i cant, i havent had any me time or just time with friends or anything since my son was born 3 months ago and i havent been out the house since January. And i feel like im going crazy.. 😔😔😔😢