It's really starting to freak me out! Recently this week I've had 2 different dreams, in the dreams…

It's really starting to freak me out! Recently this week I've had 2 different dreams, in the dreams I was pregnant, I was pregnant though because someone had raped me and in both the dreams I was trying to get away from the guy that raped me 9 months pregnant! It's so horrible! Why am I having such horrible dreams. I don't want to be having negative horrible dreams like that! I'm just really not understanding it and it makes me so sad, why can't I have beautiful dreams about my daughter. 😢