Starting to wonder if I'm better off on my own... sorry. I can't always be perfect. I'm sorry he…

Starting to wonder if I'm better off on my own... sorry. I can't always be perfect. I'm sorry he grew up in a poor family and I grew up with a grandfather who owned a national booming business... guess because I didn't struggle with money means I didn't struggle at all or feel pain. Maybe that's how I learned monatary things mean so much less to me and love and special moments mean so much more then a damned dollar bill.... I may have never been in a homeless shelter but my parents became very abusive and expected perfection out of me all the time. I don't know what pain is... maybe my significant other doesn't know what pain is if he feels the need to judge pain.