I love my son so much. In the beginning I felt like I was messing everything up and couldn't be a mother. I felt so alone and scared. But with help from my mom and seeing my little ones face every morning looking up at me. Everything got better and I stopped crying every night. I wasn't scared anymore. I still struggle every once in a while but I know everything will get better. ❤️ my son is my whole world now and I couldn't be happier.