With both me and my man having the Sickle Cell trait and Gia having SS i feel selfish wanting…

With both me and my man having the Sickle Cell trait and Gia having SS i feel selfish wanting another child that I have a 50% chance of passing the disease to. The surprise on docs faces when I tell them Gia has never been to ER or spiked fevers UNTIL I gave her the vaccines recently makes me feel it's not fair to have a child go thru the potential pain that my baby may experience during her whole life. it's also not fair that I have to decide not to try for my son with my mate because of the risk. I wanted another within 2 years and I didn't prepare as I should have for the posibility of Gia having SS she's our blessing tho. so if I never have another I have an awesome 13 year old and a wonderful 9 month old I guess I need to focus on the blessings in front of me.🙏