within a week I have lost 2 friends and had 2 friends on life support due to the accidents causing the deaths.... so to say my anxiety levels are high would be an understatement. well yesterday Aj wasn't listening at ALL so I was freakin out a little bit. whenever I ask my parents for help when my anxiety is high they get mad and start huffing and puffing... I just don't understand. they should want to help me in a time like this. I don't ask for help often. I sleep 3 hours a day ... work all night 5 nights a week and am up all day with my son. no help. why is it so hard to get help right now when I NEED it?!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I have no friends! ?
I have no actual proper friends! I never go on nights out cos I don't have friends to go with! It doesn't usually bother me but it's starting too! My oh is busy helping his friend move today and then tonight he's out at the boxing with his mates and out after! Rhys is at his dads so it's just me and Isabella! ??
Heartburn help
Before I got pregnant, I took Tylenol PMs at night for heartburn so I didn't stay up all night. But now I can't take it, my mom said not to. My OB is closed so I can't call and ask but I'm not going to chance it. What helps with heartburn?
Is it weird that I get annoyed at the thought of people helping me when baby is home? People ask me this all the time. My SO and I plan to share night shifts, etc. Am I stubborn? It's our kid so I feel like we can do it on our own👍🏼 lol.
I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of heart, but doing this alone is hard. Every single night she just screams to the top of her lungs and I do everything to soothe her. I don't know what to do at all. I wish I had some kind of help. I don't have a single ounce of help. I don't know a single soul in Minnesota either.