Well with just 9 short weeks tell my little Joshua james is here! I'm getting extreamly scared and…

Well with just 9 short weeks tell my little Joshua james is here! I'm getting extreamly scared and nervous! but kinda need to vent tho. my son's father became very verbally abusive after I told my mom that I was pregnant, I told her and my grandma before I told him. trust me I thought it was the right choice because I was thinking of breaking up with him before I got pregnant, then he was back to selfish and abusive self, so I told him that I'm leaving, well he thought that forcing me into sex would be a wonderful idea and getting g me pregneat would get me to stay and it didnt. well he hasn't bothered to even ask about his kid since November!! and that's when he told me that the baby gets his last name unless he gives up his right n I told him no. well now to come to find out he wants to take me to get custody!?!