I'm 22 and I feel twice that... My body stay in pain everyday... I hate the days when everything…

I'm 22 and I feel twice that... My body stay in pain everyday... I hate the days when everything hurts... And don't let it hurt when I'm around him... Cause then I'm being rocked to sleep like a baby... It needs to be tomorrow so I can wake up early shower dress and head his way so I can be rocked to sleep... And yes I love it when he does it too..