that moment when it wouldn't matter if he as with me or he's away. he's no help into taking care of…

that moment when it wouldn't matter if he as with me or he's away. he's no help into taking care of o ut son. besides changing his diapers and playing with him, sometimes sleep, I take care of him more. I'm the only one who takes care of him since my name is MOMMY. It sounds wrong but he just needs to go back to nc. I hate the way I feel right now.