I feel like a bad mom ugh.. My Leah is crying cause she is in her bed. And the doctor told me to let her cry but check on her every five minutes. I don't like this cry it out method at all.. Ladies ugh I feel horrible

Crying my eyes out

Ugh, I haven't really cried this pregnancy but I just found out I'm having a baby girl. I'm so happy about that but my family is asking what I want to name her and I said Zoey. I've always liked that name and they are like "What kinda name is that?" And saying it's ugly. It hurts my feelings so bad because I really like it. I can't stop crying!

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Motherhood ripped from me again...

I went for my Anatomy Scan on Friday @ 20wks. I went in expecting to find out if my baby is a boy or girl, but came out feeling like I'm going to die.

I cannot do this pregnancy any more. Just about passed out in the shower and just so tired of feeling unwell. It's like I have had a hangover/sickness bug for 9 months and it's seriously getting old. Sat on my couch like a beached whale in a towel crying my heart out because I just want to feel better, just so frustrated now and just feel like I need to throw up 😭😭😭😭