I hated my belly with my son. I just looked fat. I can't get enough of it this time

I wish my belly looked as good as yours does. Lol @emily18234

@bentley_mommy, it looks cute, but you get confused for just having a beer gut. I went to urgent care like 2 orn3 weeks ago and when I told the doctor how far I was she was shocked my tummy was so tiny. I keep having personal trainers come up to me at the gym asking if I want a session.

I am 37 weeks and 2 days and look like I swallowed a watermelon lol @emily18234

@bentley_mommy, that's how you're supposed to look!!

My body can't hold the weight tho. My feet and ankles hurt so much and I have stretch marks around my knees :( I am ready to have my daughter so I can get back to how I was before. I plan on loosing all this weight. Everyone says it's never gonna happen but I know I can. I am literally all baby! and I have the motivation to wanna look good again. @emily18234

@bentley_mommy, is this your first? I bounced right back after my 1st and I ballooned.

Yes it is. @emily18234

@bentley_mommy, you'll be good. just don't weigh yourself in the hospital. you'll be so bloated from the IV you may weigh more than when you went in lol

I weight 192lbs now. I was 125lbs when I started and I'm legit all baby and I told my doctor I'm doing it all natural. I don't want any drugs at all. I was a bad addict when I was younger... and I refuse to take meds or anything. Lol I won't even take anything for a headache I just go to sleep or I tough it out. I'm 6 years sober but I never wanna feel the way I felt then. People say I'm crazy but I can't help but feel how I feel but yeah I don't think I'll be doing much moving around in the hospital and I'll have so many people wanting to see us I will be lucky to go pee and shower. Lol @emily18234

@bentley_mommy, that's the way to go then! you know your body and that it can't handle a taste. I know too many people who think addiction is a solitary condition. like "oh, I'm only addicted to heroin, but Crack I'm fine with every once in a while". like, no sir. that's not how it works.

Nope its not. When your addicted to one thing and you get off it... you find it in something else to crave that addiction. I chew ice a lot and it's because I have pica. But I feel also I chew it instead of doing drugs which it's not good for my teeth but it's definitely better than drugs. I smoked cigarettes too before I got pregnant. I just don't wanna depend on anything at all. I know child birth hurts but I was told it's the hardest but easiest pain to forget and once my daughter is here none of that will matter :) @emily18234 sorry I totally crashed