I'm so freaking pissed and stressed out my SO has to go to California for a few days and I'm really afraid I'm gonna have her while he's gone. I've already lost parts of my mucus plug and I've already been having contractions, I don't wanna be left alone plus since he's gonna be gone I'm gonna have to take care of business otherwise we won't have any money. We already don't we just spent all our savings on a car we can't afford for him to go yet he still is. Seriously feel like he's just abandoning me and leaving me to deal with shit. I'm forcing my bestie to stay with me otherwise my mother said she wants me to stay with her. Even my mom doesn't want me to be alone 😔😩😣