I had a small tear and only had to get two stitches but it feel like I have 20! I need some type of numbing spray 😩😩😩 I hope this don't take forever to heal!
@bryaxtonsmommy, I'll go and look cause I hate to even sit down and get up! Do you by chance know the name of it or should the pharmacy know what it is?
They make this amazing spray they gave it to me in the hospital! You can buy it at Walmart. It's in a blue spray can. I had 4th degree tears and a 2nd degree episiotomy and that's the only thing that saved me!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Great!! Thanks!!! @bryaxtonsmommy