ranting moment I'm not trying to affend any one or make anyone made but when women get closer and…

ranting moment I'm not trying to affend any one or make anyone made but when women get closer and closer to their due date they always say that they don't feel sexy or they r about to burst or something like that complaining because they can't do anything bc of their big bell and stuff and Im over here like i just wish I could of went through that I didn't get to show and show off my bell and get pictures taken before I had my son and some women probably think I'm crazy but I wish I could go through that stuff idk if any other moms that had a preemie baby and didn't show think that to but when I found out when i was pregnant i was think "yes I get to have this bell and feel the baby kick" I felt my son kick for about 3 or 4 weeks maybe but never got the belly and I havnt had a baby shower and that is one thing I really wanted but I delieved before we could even start planning it. some moms stay that I'm lucky for not getting big but also I didn't have a normal birth I wasn't able to get up I was on medicine that made me feel lie crap they only let me go to 5 before I started pushing and I had and epidural they made me have one because if I didn't then my son could have bleeding in his brain. but sorry for the rant I just had to get it off my chest