Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
I need to vent I'm so tired of this man I swear if we were married right now I would bury his ass. So I'm trying to get dress and my son is coming off the bed mind you this house is wood floor and wood every thing in this bedroom. Well this fool I call my fiancé was watching my child come off the bed and just watch him fall back off the edge hitting his head on the hard wood floor and when I pick him up trying to calm him down. He wants to get mad at me because I won't pass him MY crying son please. I'm so tired man he don't get it. I hate sitting in this house and just cooking and cleaning this is not I love Lucy my nigg. Then like he didn't even by my engagement ring I bought my own ring like tf... I'm tired of his complaining ass. I can't do this anymore I'm trying for the sake of my unborn child but I think I was ment to be single. Ugh I'm stuck I don't know what to do. If this is what it's going to be like when we're married I don't want it. HELP ME !!!!
So i am an single mom and I be so emotional after i had my baby. Like people keep telling me to put my child father on child support but his family told me they won’t nothing to do with my daughter and i just been so emotional because i feel like it’s getting hard to do everything alone but i know this assistance will help out a lot but i just know how much i gotta deal with
Omg ladies my 3 year old just asked me if i have sex with her daddy!!! I dodged that question so fast but ladies really my daughter is growing up too fast and too smart for her own good. I dont even know what to tell her if she ask again I thought i had a little longer before she asked that. I texted my husband telling him and he just laughed. He is no help.
