I'm very unhappy ... ppl have been cancelling on my baby shower. this is why I wanted a small one…

I'm very unhappy ... ppl have been cancelling on my baby shower. this is why I wanted a small one just family I don't have time for this but my family wanted to plan this damn thing when could've just been small nd I knew ppl was gonna start cancelling Nd I don't know if child's father coming. I'm tired of him nd everyone else. I just feel alone