Не могу терпеть семью и семью мужа, пока не переедем в марте-апреле

Seriously can't stand my family or my SO family they all annoy the fuck out of me I'm trying to not stress an not start running my mouth .... just tryna keep calm till we move out soon (marchish April) but fuck it is so hard I'm not the one to hold my mouth I will say the truth an my opinion just like it is I give no fucks seriously ugh please God please keep me calm before I catch a fucking case I swear I feel my blood raising an my heart pumping faster and faster