ladies I broke.. lol

the doctor said no submerging my body in water so no swimming or taking baths until my 6 week postpartum check up because I had an episiotomy and a 3rd degree extended tear where I came so very close to tearing from front to back..

well I'm currently sitting in the bath and my son will be a month old on Sunday. I just could not take it anymore.. baths are my life and my drug and I couldn't resist any longer. I gave myself just under a month to heal enough for me to take a bath. I'm still avoiding sex until I'm cleared but this mama cannot avoids baths any longer! I need my sanity! lol