Talking about old memories that still haunt me to this day. I haven't spoken about you in so long. But I realized not talking about you doesn't make the pain go away. I miss you so much & still to this day don't understand why what happened, happened to you. You were so young. Even through it all, till the last day you fought as hard as you could. I know what happened isn't anyone's fault but I feel like the decision that was made was giving up.