I need some positivity ladies, I just got into contact with one of my lady friends who work for pure…

I need some positivity ladies, I just got into contact with one of my lady friends who work for pure romance, she's been trying to get me on her team FOREVER. I'm now taking it into consideration since my boyfriend claims I'm such a,fat lazy POS...I just need encouragement that I can do it because I'm a nervous wreck thinking about being a person who sells things like Avon or something..and being surrounded by women all the time who do the same thing idk how I feel about it