Just said goodbye to the guy I've liked since I was 4 months pregnant. I developed strong feelings…

Just said goodbye to the guy I've liked since I was 4 months pregnant. I developed strong feelings for him...stronger than I thought they'd grow to be...but I feel no attachment to people lately and he's still into his ex, so it probably wouldn't have worked anyway. I'm so glad my baby girl is asleep...this momma can cry out her pain and snuggle against her tiny body for innocent comfort...