@sktraum, I know what you mean

Well I just keep hoping every night I go to bed that one morning I will wake up and something will just click and I'll know what direction I'm supposed to be going in. I've lost a lot in my life and I suffer greatly every day from it. I'm hoping one day I will feel alive again.

@sktraum, idk what to do. im so confused.

I'll be 39 this month and I'm stuck on stupid!