I don't want a baby shower this time.. the last two I had like 4 people show up and it just makes me…

I don't want a baby shower this time.. the last two I had like 4 people show up and it just makes me upset. Funny thing though, everyone shows up for both my sister in laws and she got tons and I mean TONS of stuff...Not that the gifts are important really because I'll have everything the baby needs. Just pisses me off sometimes how families play favorites.