Sorry I haven't been posting anything but I haven't had much time. My brother-in-law tired to kill himself on Tuesday so we had to drive to Oregon to make sure everything was gonna be ok! He's fine now and at home but 2 days before that I went to the ER with lots of bleeding, lower back pain, nausea and cramps... come to find out I had an improper implantation. My body wanted to have a baby but the doctor said she thinks there could still be traces of my birth control in me so it didn't stay. But hopefully next time will work!!
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.