I'm guessing the reason why my bd didn't come and see his daughter is cuz I told him I wasn't ready…

I'm guessing the reason why my bd didn't come and see his daughter is cuz I told him I wasn't ready to have sex again after he told me he loved me 😭 I'm just feeling so hurt cuz I confessed that I loved him too and now I just feel like a idiot I know better then to show my feelings #feelingstupid #hurt