I'm in a bad place right now. I just feel so disconnected from God and my husband. My husband is…

Praying for you. I understand. I'm so emotional and just in a funk.

Baby girl some times you don't always have to run to the church best thing to do get down on your knees and cry out to God hold your hands high and surrender all to him you can also right down your feelings and thoughts it may give you some relief I was going through the same may your day be bless today @er0826

Thank you it feels good I'm not going crazy. What bothers me the most is how I'm feeling spiritually.

@dae, thank you. I told myself I need to at least open my word. I'm so afraid to pray because I use to pray over my son all the time while I was pregnant with him and he's gone. I just dont know what to say. I was more connected after Collin before I got pregnant again.

everyone makes mistakes I been disconnected with God but I always give him thanks for good and bad you can't fight every battle trust and believe in the Lord and he will fix it I don't pray and go to church like I use to but every now again he breaks me down to fall before him just talk with him don't ask for much just talk with him.

@er0826,

Ok I will

It's understandable especially with the hormones. I was a complete bitch to everyone my first couple months. I tried to watch myself and was constantly apologizing but it just happened. It eventually stopped but there's so much going on in your body right now that it's hard to handle

Yeah my husband said we having a girl this time because I'm so moody. When I was pregnant with our son I was my happy go lucky self