My husband had a stupid work event to go to tonight and said he would be home before 10. I know it's…

My husband had a stupid work event to go to tonight and said he would be home before 10. I know it's only 10:05 and he isn't home yet. I hate that he is so much more freedom than I do. I want him to stay home with me because even though he can't feed her he can help with everything else and just having him here makes me feel so much better. To know that someone else is here to help makes me relax even if I never ask for help. I'm such a big ball of anxiety right now I need hugs and he isn't here!