even though it breaks my heart I'm going to go sign this lease Monday and it will only be me and my…

even though it breaks my heart I'm going to go sign this lease Monday and it will only be me and my 3 sons that will live there...I hope better days come my way I seem to have the worst luck finacially, and romantically ,I want and need to be happier for my kids and also myself hopefully the rest of the year is a good one ....we'll soo I'm going to go to bed to snuggle my baby close I need hugs and love