moan moment.. baby is doing great. just not having my day today. going out for dinner tonight with…

moan moment.. baby is doing great. just not having my day today. going out for dinner tonight with all my staff (about 30) need to drive an hour to get there but ok. I feel absolutely huge, nothing to wear, after a week I don't have any fresh clothes, trying to tidy down under (sorry) blindly, feel that I stink and so do my clothes (thanks to down under. and I shower daily and change atleast 2x a day! ) I am very tired and emotional..

went to buy new trousers in next just to find I fit in a size 16 non maternity (this should have made my day) and hasn't even changed my frown!

I know I should just be happy and trust me most of the time I am.. but pregnancy definitely getting harder now.. I just need sleeeeep